Webbit (original poster member #84517) posted at 6:40 AM on Thursday, November 21st, 2024
Life is hectic at the moment!!!! I feel overwhelmed often and WH is stepping up to the plate - more than I expect actually. And I make sure I tell him how much I appreciate him because I think credit should be given when credit is due.
BUT why? Why could have not been like this before his affair? Why can’t I be thankful for how wonderfully supportive he is being emotionally and physically without still thinking ‘yeah but he had an affair’! When will I ever just go back to loving and appreciating him without these shit thoughts as well.
I look forward to sitting with him on the couch, love date night and family nights, enjoy cuddling in bed - so why do these stupid soul crushing thoughts of the affair still keep coming up. I feel it’s been a while now, I’ve accepted what’s happened, I’m living my choice and he really hasn’t given me any reasons to doubt his commitment to R.
So frustrating!!!!
