I do not deserve your forgiveness.
I do not deserve your trust.
I do not deserve your love.
I do not deserve your touch.
I do not deserve your gaze.
I do not deserve your presence.
I do not deserve your voice.
I do not deserve your essence.
I have again made excuses.
I have again hidden affairs.
I have again been in denial.
I have again proven unloyal.
I have given you scars.
I have given you nightmares.
I have given you triggers.
I have given you lies.
I have treated you like a fool.
I have treated you insincerely.
I have treated you without respect.
I have treated you unfairly.
I have left you nothing but anger.
I have left you nothing but pain.
I have left you nothing but trauma.
I have left you nothing but tainted memories.
I am nothing but a fake.
I am nothing but a liar.
I am nothing but a murderer.
I am nothing but unoriginal.
I have been living in the past.
I have chosen to be lazy.
I have not been working on myself.
I have simply been procrastinating like crazy.
I am tired of failing.
I am tired of deceiving
I am tired of disgust.
I am tired of resenting.
I am tired of regretting.
I am tired of what ifs.
I am tired of pretending.
I am a wicked witch.
I won't stop striving for better.
I won't give up working towards reconciliation.
I won't expect the same of you.
I won't hold you back anymore.
I do belive nothing is impossible
I do belive I can and will change
I do work towards a future
I do love you so and will let you go if that's your decision.
